He turned his head back to look up at the ceiling. “Go to sleep. I’m not going to fuck you tonight. I have to take care of my daughter.” Eeek, tonight, does that mean…?
I actually felt my heart flutter. Was he saying what I think he’s saying? I needed to rub my legs together in the worst way as I felt my body’s strong reaction to his words and his nearness in bed. But I didn’t dare move an inch.
He made a sniffing sound and I wanted to fall through the bed, down through the next floor and into the foundation below. “I like your scent. Smells like fresh young pussy. Go to sleep. I can’t leave her right now and our first time is not going to be in my kid’s nursery.”
Go to sleep? Is he insane? I’d be lucky if I ever slept again. I was caught between excitement and confusion. Something in his voice made me want to lay down at his feet, and that same something sent chills down my spine.
I realized that this wasn’t the first time I’d heard just that tone in his voice, but this was the first time it had had such a startling effect. And then he reached his hand across the top of the covers and took mine and I stopped breathing.
She’s scared shitless. I can hear it in the way she keeps swallowing and the way she’s holding her body so stiff. I held her hand in mine but didn’t say anything more. I’d given her more than enough to think about already.
I liked the fact that she didn’t rebuff me outright, but I still had to make sure that her interest was genuine. To know that this wasn’t a case of her boss pressuring her. I know she doesn’t need the job, but still. I don’t want any misunderstandings between us from here on out.
So I took the bull by the horns which is the only way I know how to do this shit, and asked her the question that was on my mind. Since we were leaving tomorrow anyway, I figure now is as good a time as any to get the shit out in the open.
If she says no, I’ll make sure she knows that there are no hard feelings and she can still remain on the job if she’s not too uncomfortable. But I have the feeling that she’s not going to say no.
I’m hoping for my sanity and my dick’s sake that she doesn’t chicken out on me. That all those little interludes in the last three days hadn’t been lost on her.
“Brielle, what would you say if I told you I’m attracted to you? That I want to make love to you?” That wasn’t exactly accurate but I can’t just come right out and say I want to put my kid inside you like right fucking now.
It had been a while since I felt this raw intensity for anyone. She made me feel the way I used to when I was in the game. But there was something else going on here with her and I. Something I never had but was pretty sure what it was, or at least what it could lead to.
Her little hand trembled in mine and she didn’t say a word. “Let me ask you this then since you’re so shy, are you at all interested in me? If so, squeeze my hand once, if not squeeze it twice.”
I didn’t know that I was going to feel this way after laying down the challenge. That I was going to want to take back the words and break down her barriers regardless of what she wanted.
I felt like I waited half a lifetime and then I felt her squeeze my hand and held my breath waiting for her to squeeze it again. When no second squeeze was forthcoming, I turned my head to look at her again.
“Good, now you can sleep in peace. I won’t touch you until tomorrow.” I smiled at the way her body jerked like I’d prodded her with something. I bet she’s going to stay up most of the night wondering what that last statement meant.
I felt her hand relax in sleep not long after and relaxed myself as my little girl quieted down on my chest. I heard movement outside in the hallway and then some weird sound that was nothing new with the ex.
I drifted off to sleep with a half smile on my face thinking about the next day and the days ahead. It promised to be a much livelier summer than I’d expected.
And the beach house was the perfect place for what I have in mind. Isolated for miles with a nice stretch of private beach, meaning no one around if I wanted to fuck her in the middle of the day on the cool sand. While my daughter takes a nap of course.