“I want to make you feel good. I want you to forget about Viola. I want you to scream my name, Travis.” The sound of V’s name on her tongue makes me uneasy, but I push it away as she moves my boxer shorts from my hips and guides me to the bed. She licks up and down my stomach before fully taking me into her mouth. After a few minutes, I’m ready to go again and I’m grateful she’s a sex kitten but confused that I would whisper Viola’s name and not even notice. I close my eyes and try to focus on one of the best BJ’s she’s ever given me. Alyssa even makes sure to give my balls extra attention by licking and sucking them. She perks up when I say her name, taking me deeper in her mouth. The room fills with her moans of pleasure and after she works for it, I give her what she wants.
“Mm. God, I love the way you taste,” she says, making sure to lick the tip dry. I open my arms and instead of her falling into them, she pulls a condom from her drawer, places it on my shaft, and then sits on me. Her tits bounce and she moans my name as she rides me. I thumb her clit, wanting to please her a second time, and as she roughly tugs her nipples, she comes again, then falls against my chest. She’s so greedy, but it’s exactly what I need right now, a woman who isn’t afraid to take exactly what she wants. I wrap my arms around her and we lay there, still connected together. At least she’s satisfied.
After we’re completely worn out, I decide it’s time to go. A few hours have passed and though I’ve gotten exactly what I wanted, I still feel incomplete. I dress and slip on my shoes.
“Travis,” she says as I pull my keys out of my pocket.
“Yeah, babe?” I ask, feeding her ego long enough to get out alive.
“Since the first time I’ve met you, I’ve always fantasized about you and how amazing it’d be if you bent me over your desk and had your way with me,” she says, licking her bottom lip.
“That’s a good fantasy,” I reply, shooting her a wink.
“Perhaps one day it’ll be a reality,” she says slyly, sucking in her lower lip. I don’t respond as I dip my head down and kiss her sweetly before leaving. She’s already getting way too far ahead of herself, which cannot be a good thing. As I ride the elevator to the bottom floor, I realize I’ve been playing with fire like a foolish fucker, and it’s only a matter of time before this blows up in my face.
Though Jason isn’t as slimy as I thought he would be, he’s still qualifies as a sleaze ball. He’s been staring at my tits for the past five minutes and has eye fucked me since we stepped out of the car. Right now, I want to scream ‘up here, buddy’, and it takes everything I have to keep my mouth shut.
I know by the way he’s undressing me with each glance, that if I suggested we go back to his place, he’d instantly be hard. The thought repulses me. I set my fork down on the side of my plate and take a large gulp of wine. I pull out my phone to see how much time has passed because it feels like I’m in limbo. I’ll be relieved when this is over, but that’s not something I would ever admit to anyone especially not Travis. I smile and nod my head as he mumbles with his mouth full. I’m trying to be polite.
As Jason continues to talk to my breasts about his job, all I can think about is Travis. Where was he going? What is he doing? Who is he with? I need to stop with the thoughts, but no matter how many times I remind myself, I can’t.
“You seem a little out of it tonight,” Jason says, actually looking into my eyes.
I give him a smile over my glass of merlot. “Sorry. I’ve got a lot on my plate with graduation and all of that.” I make up an excuse but it’s not school that I’m lost in right now, it’s the thought of a man that’s stolen my heart.
He nods his head but I don’t think he really believes me. I wouldn’t believe me either.
“Drew is going to kick my ass, isn’t he?” Jason finally says as the waiter takes our plates.
I burst out laughing, relieved this date is the beginning and end of us together. “Probably.”
The mood lightens and I don’t feel like my boobs are the center of attention.
“I thought Travis was going to break my face tonight.” He confirmed exactly what I thought.